todaY im going to SeouL... play snow?? go sKi... hmmm so long nv write on here liao but im back again! ok for my birthday i got monEy!! but tt not i wanted actualli... heh onli i will really noe wad i wished for before i blew out the candles...

wah noW daMn FreakiNglY sian~!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sianX wannA juMP uP and down or thinking of flying down some blocks... whoo the air tt rushes pass u when u fall and the hugE iMPACT~!!! WHooo gonNA do tt someday... yea if i hav some sickness... hahah
suxs man
now SIANX!!!!!
siANX!!!
life.

promos results came out today... kaoz results KNS but nvm lah i jus wanna go to j2! hmmm thinking of wad im gonna do in seoul
hahaahz shiok skiing.... chio bus
e life out there.... REAL life w/o all e crappy studying
heheh LIFe is Gd

today i chatted wif a ger about my age... she is now studying in perth so cool her way of typing reminds me of anne so kinda feel gd chatting to her... anyway also reminds me of tt time when anne told me her dad wanted to emigrate her whole family there... when she said tt i was kinda afraid she wuld leave me 4eva... but haha life~ we broke up even b4 all tt.......

tonite i saw e moon.... it was beautiful and today is mid autmn fest.... too bad there werent stars.... im quite sad not to see stars but hahaz clara seems even sadder...
i dunno how long i can continue to write in here but really hope one day i can come back and read wad i felt in the past.... oh and karin said im sweet~! hahaz guess im sweet!

going to go to woodlands lib liao.. stil at home... today sim's bdae wish him happy alwez~!

todae actualli very damn sad again.. anne y u alwez dun noe how to tok properly wan? u noe u make me feel lk im pestering u lerh...... jus for a lunch den u oso mus go sae its to make up for wad happened.... wad am i to u now? really wanna noe.... too bad i'll nv find out... but after some time, felt a little better guess my mood swings are back again.. gotta keep myself steady......

bizhu is a nice ger, she consoled me and showed corcern todae... so wad if she lk me b4? cmon, at least she cared for me... i think she is a nice ger and mayb jus maybe i can forget anne and things between bizhu... ... but diff man aaargh~!!!!!!!! damn honest to god... i stil lk anne up till now....

dunno wad to do.... im dead!!!! 3 essays outline..... plus a broken heart.... suxs la my life.... if onli i were stil in ny........ those heeady days...... sighhhhhhhhhhHhhhhhhhh

jus completed e bloody pw shit... feel so hurt.....

today is a gd dae haha actualli tot it was gonna sux buden ah everything turned out fine! no need pass up gp articles and written filE yET Whoo hOO! haha hapPpiE... den maths teacher oso quite happY wif me cos i did my work! hahah
yea man... i love this feeling~

tonite i chatted to a few pple... chatted to liping to liping's fren and to anne.... oh my mood is definitely better tonite... but somehow there's stil this pang of sadness deep within, yea but i can stil manage to suppress it now.... joked wif anne and liping. tml skool reopens and i am gonna die man.... too much hwk....
cheerios!~~ siAo...

dunno y... but i feel sad... alwez thinking of anne... damn... i think i fall too deep liao todae actualli wanted to meet up wif her for dinner but she had other plans... hai den after sim saw her wif her fren at woodlands lib... i can stil rmb those times we spent at the lib wa lao its e most special place man. we spent so much time togehter there in the past.. but yea... its in ThE past... kaO i really dun wan to be lk this leh but how????!!!! i siao liao... if onli she were to think of me now and den... i wuld be happy man.... real real happy anyway todae went to parkway parade wif my bro den i wore E ring there... guess wad? its e fisrt time i wore it since we broke up... wish she wun forget me... life these days is improving, but i stil feel kinda empty in there... its a tuff life man... nv tot i wuld be so deeply attracted to one ger... nuts....

WhooO HOls now... but sad COs StL NEED to study... HmmmM dunno wad to writE cos mY lifE SHo EmpTY EmpTY EmpTY......

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haI fevEr noW..... wait... wait... hey~ tt means tml cant go skooL~!!!!! yea~! oh and plus nose bleeding wah todae played games at skool oh man.... pentium 4 is greAt~! oh really feel lk buting new hp cover too cant stand e shiney one tt hildya has... wan onE~!!! pon band todae... cos i sick den oso not bad no need give band fund yet heheeh oh yea... think skool IS boring```````` not much change------------

today wrote chinese gang xiang... den really out my heart to it... wrote bout things in my heart wah... damn shiok

todays national day... felt quite proud to be a singaporean. but dunno y leh, nowadays during assembly i dun sing e national anthem and dun recite the pledge. feel a lil guilTy... but wun die frm it~ haha anyway i think this is a perfect day for studying but as usual i din hav e will to even flip open e text haiiiiiiz...oh yea, plus today got nosebleed... discovered it e moment i woke up... kaoz.. until now stil got a little bit damn i think i too heaty liao... cant eat e uncle toby snack!and... tml is andeson sec fair but ah until now i stil dun hav summone to go wif me hmmm plus i hav to meet alex tml to pass him e tix $ =( duhnwanna meet him i very sian man...

toDay kaRin cut her hair.. haha den she siad it was very short~ lk the female lead in e jap drama TO HEART. but prob is i dunno wad show is tt~! heheh so hav no idea how she looks lk... but think she mus stil look cutE as eva... hmmm dunno leh, but i stil dunno how we became gd frens (mus be my charm?) haha but glad to hav her as fren lor, if not now my life will sux even more~! stil rmb e times i went out wif her... haha tt time she was afraid pple wuld mistake us for steady!( when i stil had gf.....) cute.... hmmm i miss those days in ny when i made new but gd frens and we had sho much fun... i loved those days in ny wow~! it was really all play and NO work! cool man.... but now my results sux lor so mus start studying ahah supposed to do chinese essay now but hai no mood la so sianz... kaRin? frenZ 4eva! thanX for u being MY freN~

i always tot tt we were e perfect couple(well, maybe wif some flaws)... this bond between us wuld nv end tt was wad we used to tell and show each other.... she had her problems at home and these problems were serious. i understood her reasons for breaking up wif me... but maybe she could hav done it in a better way? telling me over sms is really not enuff... i miss her alot~ alot alot... *sigh she was my angel, i tot we wuld last but it turned out not to be... her parents din allow her to go stead and she had to lie to em... lie she did and u noe wad? she told me it felt terrible of her tt she felt lk a cheating n lying bastard... of cos i was affected.. how culd i let her suffer such attacks on her own conscience?? however i stil really hope tt we culd be together once more, to share our joys and woes. AnnE??? u hear mE? I LOVE U. u were my joy.... now we r in diff worlds of our own... i noe i'm lying to myself by saying i lk some other gers but... wad can i do? i cant keep myself frm thinking of u.... given 1 more chance, i hope we can be together 4eva... juz u and me. U and ME. i wish u are always happy... always ur bright cheery self....