todae actualli very damn sad again.. anne y u alwez dun noe how to tok properly wan? u noe u make me feel lk im pestering u lerh...... jus for a lunch den u oso mus go sae its to make up for wad happened.... wad am i to u now? really wanna noe.... too bad i'll nv find out... but after some time, felt a little better guess my mood swings are back again.. gotta keep myself steady......

bizhu is a nice ger, she consoled me and showed corcern todae... so wad if she lk me b4? cmon, at least she cared for me... i think she is a nice ger and mayb jus maybe i can forget anne and things between bizhu... ... but diff man aaargh~!!!!!!!! damn honest to god... i stil lk anne up till now....